Two weeks more and it's prelims ... though i feel that i am not really prepared for it , but i would put in my best effort for it=)

This yr , i feel that a lot of things had happened , and i had undergone thr quite a lot . But , it made me grow up , and I learn tt true friends are really hard to come by...

BUt, i am glad that i've some true friends in my life. Friends that i could really trust and confide in . They are those who would be there for u in times of needs and can share joy , laughters and sadness today. True friends are those who would never backstab behind your back and they really understand u fully. You wont need to tell them ur thoughts but they can guess it out themselves=) , true friends dont need to meet up that often but they can still understand u...=)

I am really thankful that i met felicia , hui khim ,lee ming ,tricia , jia en ,janice and pui yoong=)... You all wld be there for me when i need help and i always have so much fun when i am with you all , thanks for always making my day=).Our friendship will continue on...=)

Sometimes , i really wished that i can swop identity with my sister...

I think i am leading a screwed up life now . My effort doesnt get paid off , hardwork doesnt guarantee success.... Sometimes , i really wish i could have the right to give up , but i know i dont have....

Recent school work and tests had really caused me to feel depressed , maybe it's my studying method that is wrong? i dont know , but i really want to know what've happened to my maths? I feel so screwed....


SYF is in a week's time ...... YJCO we've to put in our best effort , to ensure that our effort really get paid off! JIA YOU!

GOOD LUCK FOR GUITAR SYF TMR=)

Yesterday was the release of GCE a-level pw results....

Yesterday i really feel down , i feel that all our hard work doesnt paid off after all. Ok , I know a B isnt really that bad afterall , but i juz feel that all our hard work had juz gone done to drain. 10 months of hardwork didnt bring us to a deserving grade....

Theodora , I really appreciate the times that we really fought hard for our pw . when it's the final submission of the wr , i know , we had already done our very best . The mass editing of our wr and time we spent together to collate the different piece of materials were all hard times. I know it is hard to accept that we got a B while those that never really work for Pw still get a B or even an A to the end , but , this is life... isnt it?

I had come to realise that the world isnt fair after all... No one would appreciate ur effort if u dont produce the expected results... haix , guess this is juz life....

I'd accepted that i gt a B. This implies that i would have to work harder for my 'A's ' and prove to everyone that there isnt any free meal in the world. Luck isnt there with u everytime when u juz thought that u wld get ur desired results even though u never put in any hard work at all....

True enough , hard work dont paid off , but at least we tried!

Though , i really feel that we dont deserve a B for all the amount of hard work that we had put in for pw , but at the very least we received our results with conscience . We worked hard and this is our grade! We are no free-riders , rmb=) , we shall at least be glad for this fact....







To those undeserving ones , there's really NO free meal in this world , u can be lucky for once , but not the others........... wait till all ur luck are used up , u'll face the real truth


FREE-RIDERS!

This WILL be my motivation to do well for my A levels! 4 As

Admittin into NUS will be my dream and i will do my best to realise it!


MOTIVATION after gg for NUS open hse!

Hmm , i'm considering switching my blogspot to wordpress or livejournal ? so that i'll be able to lock some of my blog post.

Going to school everyday is seriously draining off every bit of energy I had left . This week was a hectic week....

Mon -- released at 800pm ( due to CO)
Tue-- released at 410pm
wed-- released at 3 10 pm ( but have tuition till 5 45) - (there's maths test too)
Thurs-- released at 4 10 ( there's chem test today too)
Friday--- released at 8 plus ( due to CO)

I need some motivation , those that will help me pull through my hectic schedules and of coure 'A's levels'

Actually , i envy those who have someone by their sides in times of need , when will the ' right one' appear for me? Perhaps , things will come naturally to me? I hope...


Wishing for a new beginning...

Shagged!


I hate being j2s!


I hate the j1s more , there are very noisy and forever occupying our canteen seats!



Jc education =(





How i wish i am cca-less! It's goin to be intensive practise soon , someone save me!

Just return from YJC open house , but , thought it's an open house , there aren't a lot of people , ironic ,isnt't it? Today , we needa report at 830 am. The whole co pract will end at 4 pm. This suddenly remind me of the time in nssco where we'll had co practise from 8am to 5pm ,twice in a week. When it's nearing SYF , we never complaint , instead we'll practise more. I really feel that everyone had put in their heart and soul when they play all the SYf pieces. It's fun and enjoyable in nssco and time really passed very fun. Practises were full of seriousness , no matter how tough it is , we endured through , cause we all had a common goal , that is to attain a gold award for SYF. At this period of time 2 years ago , we had already had our set piece/choice piece readied. I still remember when i was secondary two , our choice piece 'fei tian' was long choosen when i was secondary one. We practise for it for almost 1 yr? Holidays were 8am to 5 pm practises , it was tough , but when everyone joined for 'dazhu' and we hear the whole song being played , I felt that the long hours of practises were worth it. During my secondary four year , our choice piece ' feng nian ji' , i remembered we started praticing this song when i was seconday three? At this period of time , january , we could already have combined every individual section together and have a joint practise (dazhu) , it was also the time when the conductor decided to work out the small details of the songs...

But now , these could only be memories.... I really miss NSSCO , the time that we all worked together for one common goal and never made a complaint about the long practise hours or the scolding that we got from the instructors. Erhu sectional practise in NSSCO were fun and we looked forward for co practises , now? I guess it's because of the friendship bond that i've formed with wendy , felicia, hui khim ... during the four years of secondary education that made CO fun and never complaint. I really missed NSSCO , the hard work that we're willing to put in for a common goal and the ''chiong jing' that we all had , and our own 'kou hao--- bu ming zhe yi , yi ming jin ren' Now ?

It would be only left with 5 months till the end of YJCO...I REALLY looked forward to that...SYF , without wendy , felicia ,khim ... they all wont be the same. But , what can i do now? I really had no idea , i guess i just had to keep on going and treat going to co as a 'must'? Will we be ever to work together for our common goal---SYF? Haix , let time decide ba


I miss NSSCO!